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A Teenage Philosopher At His Piano

Tue Dec 23, 2008, 3:06 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The Soft Buzz of Nothingness from a Headset Speake
  • Reading: Soon, a Christmas Present
  • Watching: Gavin and Stacey, tomorrow on Christmas Eve
  • Playing: The Wii
  • Eating: Christmas Dinner Soon
  • Drinking: Milk (still)
I am well aware that I haven't written anything for well over, what is it? I don't even KNOW!!! Well... actually, it's been 3 months. Wow. Time has flown by. I've just been too busy. Haven't draw anything that isn't GCSE related for ages!

Anyway... that isn't the point of the Journal Entry.

This is:

I've been thinking about something odd, well... for some time now

(Tomb Raider players will know what I mean when I say "say it the way Lara says "I've been looking for certain artifacts" from TR:Legend! Sorry to break the mood, but I just love quoting Lara!)

and I've finally decided to put something up, as :moonlit-azura: suggested it would be a philosophical Journal Entry.

Lately (and I mean the past few weeks, or months, perhaps), when I’ve been doing something, like playing the piano, for example, I’ve had a mini-epiphany, so to speak, and I’ve thought to myself,

"Gosh... this is me doing this."

I'm playing, and it's like,

“Wow... am I actually doing this, or is someone else and I’m watching from a different Universal Plane or something?"

It's the same with typing. It's become second nature to me. It's as if I was born with it.

Maybe he’s born with it... maybe it’s Maybelline

Born with the ability to do what I’m doing now, when in actual fact I’ve had to learn and improve. It's a weird feeling. I'm not actually aware that I'm doing the task I’m doing... I just am y'know? It truly is weird.

I was wondering if anyone else feels the same about it. You sort of appreciate the fact that you can do these things, at least I do, and then you ponder to yourself,

"Well, what if I couldn't?"

It's only a brief encounter, and then it passes, with haste, but still.

I have it when I've wanted to learn something on the piano for ages, and finally I can do, because I'm at that level. And I just play it then without a problem. I don't think about it. I just do it – unconsciously. It's mind boggling. I have to stop what I'm doing for a couple of seconds to take it all in... but then I carry on.

Well... I've written that now. Glad I've let it out. I've just finished having a rant about the Pope to my dear friend, Moonlit-Azura. I won't put my beliefs on the Internet, because that could get me into trouble, but if you know me well enough, you know how I feel about Christians, etc. I shall go now becuase I must be off.

Thank you for reading.

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A glomp :glomp: for all of my watchers :+devwatch: and friends :hug:

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  • Current Residence: The Northern Hemisphere
  • Interests: Tomb Raider, Evanescence - Amy Lee, piano and sheet music & drawing, of course. Plus many others
  • Favourite movie: I do have one, but I can't remember it at the moment =)
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence et moi =)
  • Favourite genre of music: Varied
  • Favourite artist: The Ellard =D lol... All of my friends - GrapefruitTea, Moonlit-Azura, etc.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Again, ~GrapefruitTea... I like GarthNix & Malorie Blackman
  • Favourite photographer: Moonlit-Azura... she will become a fab photographer... and Jason Chapman
  • Favourite style of art: Varied
  • Favourite game: TOMB RAIDER - any one, but I'm sure Underworld will be! Mainly PS2 versions though.
  • Favourite gaming platform: The Wii and the second PlayStation or above
  • Personal Quote: ...quotes, "<insert quote here>"... It's not the mouth it comes out of, but the
  • Tools of the Trade: A keyboard, for fast typing, a pencil, for fanart and a brain that works to a high standard =P

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Hey Tozmaz! It's been a while

Hope you are doing great my friend (:

Have you played the New TR yet? Sadly..I couldn't, my computer wasn't up to spec. I will have to buy a console at some point. This was the first time I haven't been able to play TR Ahhh! haha
:icontozmaz:
Too long! To be perfectly honest, I haven't visited DeviantArt in ages! I thought it's due time I did though.

I'm doing well thank you. I hope you are too :)

And YES I have played Underworld!!! Twice, on two different platforms. I'd advise that you DON'T play it on Playstation 2, becuase compared to PC and PS3 it's not up to scratch. But when I played it for the second time on my computer, it was great. You have to play it!! Visually, it's glorious to look at =D I hope you can play it sometime soon!

You've done quite a bit of work! They all look amazing, as usual! So detailed, and accurate.

I should post something up soon. I haven't done anything to do so though... oh well.

Thanks for checking up on me. Speak to you soon.

With Love Xx

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I'm glad to hear it!:) I've been good too

ahh I have play TR soon! Just hearing about it from you.. I know it's going to be awesome... I'm glad you liked it! I tell ya, I almost went right out and bought a PS3. Or a new computer haha. But I can't afford to yet. I will eventually, since it's a blue ray player as well. I can tag it as an investment haha

Thanks so much! :hug: and thank you for the lovely comments

You should check up on DA more often (: I do the same thing though. I'll be on for a little bit, then off for a while

It's really good to hear from you! Talk to you again soon!
CamiXxx
:icontozmaz:
Goodgood.

It'd be a very good investment haha. I hope you can get one soon :) Then we can compare each other's views!

Yes,I shall see you around.

Xx :hug:

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yeah! hopefully soon.. I'll let you know when I do
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:icongrapefruittea:
YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
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Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u want ^^

If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
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:icontozmaz:
Thank you Mel, but you know how I feel about thesse messages!!! They just take time to send out lol... here's it back though:

YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u want ^^

If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're a great friend

P.S. how CHEESEY wsa the red room with no windows and doors thing? How would you get in there if there wasn't a door? DOI and you'd have to be pretty small lol... I can't fit in your HEART!!!

Lol... me being padantic :P... oh and that journal thign you did!!! It hurt to read - my eyes were fuzzing up lol, but thank you for the mentions of me ANGEL loves yous for it xxx

Tozmaz x

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your art's really good! <3

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:icontozmaz:
Why thank you :) It's nice to know people I don't know can appreciate it too :D I haven't done ANYTHING recently... I've been too busy... I'm definately in need to drawing another Tomb Raider - I take ages to do them though. I'm really sad and measure EVERYTHING to get it right!!!

Thanks for commenting xxx

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